Monday, March 7, 2011

March 6, 2011

Unworthy prayers by night,
Keep me empty daily.
Try 'n fail a million times
Though I could try 'n fight it,
Life's always givin' up on me, it seems...
Why I fail is oh so clear to all but my selfish soul,
With Contentment no where near,
Until my life is being flashed before my eyes.
Is this mine?
Am I still alive?
Living on this fine line.
The sunrise will arrive,
To bring bitter truth
But my faith and strength
Will always strive
Defining me
In my own light.
We both may never live to see...
Can't you see...
Cant you see??????
The amount of time
I lose my mind
Cannot define me
But my life,
This life...
Is destroying me...
My reality,
My innocence,
Ripped away in an instant.
Hopes and dreams fathomed
By bitter fate
My selfish heart got the best of me.
You made a fool of me.
A life of gold turned into the unimaginable.
UNFATHOMABLE.
Kills me to feel your pain.
Your beautiful soul is growing cold...
It's Undeserved,
But as real as it gets.
I feel your sorrow,
And am starting to understand your ways,
All the hate, and anger,
So easily covered up by all the things I don't even care to name.
No matter where we go from here,
My resentment will remain,
But my pride will stand unchanged.

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