But too many forces are holding me back.
If you would only let me go then we could both fly...
Regretfully my life through my own eyes wouldn't be the one i'd choose to live,
Though it is.
Nineteen years in this town could make anyone feel like a kid,
Wouldn't do anyone justice.
Day after day
My conscience screams the same thing
While my concrete ways always take me away,
Take me away.
Don't know how many times I've lied to myself,
To cover up pain
And the minute I'm feelin' just a little bit stronger,
Somethin' hits, it knocks me down.
I keep fighting harder,
Against myself and the world.
This life I've dreamed of, sure isn't this.
But I'll smile and never miss a beat
Cus I know this is temporary...
For now, take me away...
Take me away.
Afraid of life, and love,
Failure, hate and drugs.
My life can't be undone. Or redone.
I've made my bed,
Now I must live through it
Searching for confidence and clarity,
One day at a time
Til' I find... til I find...?
Myself,
My heatlth,
My good judgement,
Along with wealth,
A better time, where I better myself.
Each day I try, but come up short
It's just not enough.
I know you see it too,
Just take one look into these
Daydreamed eyes,
I'm lost IN MY MIND,
All day, all the time...
Most days I can't even rhyme.
I set myself up to fail,
With no expectations,
How can you be disappointed?
Blahhhh unfinished...
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