The ups are always worth the downs

My mixed up story I’m still tryin’ to drown

Anything to kill reality

Such a casualty

And I’m to blame

Drugged and Drunked like its going out of style

Then I think I may want to stay around awhile

No more sorrow or disguise

Just another chapter of my life I wish I could revise

I was so young

That’s when it begun

I thought you were the one for me

But you were never good for me

You introduced me to this way of life

Showed me the way

Then left, while I begged you to stay

Years went by and you came crawling to my side

I know now that you are

Just another chapter of my life I wish I could revise

These are stupid things

Compared to family

The pain I’ve caused can’t be undone

So I continue to run

Anyone who gets too close

I push away because I don’t want to impose

All this time I’ve wasted being wasted

I’m starting to realize this is

Just another chapter of my life I wish I could revise