To Do List.

List of things to do before I die:

• Get a black eye.
• Sky dive.
• Change someones life forever.
• Know God.
• Attend the super bowl.
• Learn to speak Spanish.
• Join the mile high club... haha.
• Learn to ballroom dance.
• Fall into real love.
• Watch the ball drop in time square on New Years.
• Run a marathon.
• Kiss a stranger.
• Eat a 5 course meal.
• Publish some sort of writing.
• Be someones hero.
• Learn to play piano.
• Visit Japan.
• Take a hot air ballon ride.
• Have 2-3 kids.
• Meet up with an old friend.
• Be someone's maid of honor.
• Throw a dart on a map, and travel where it lands.
• Fire a gun.
• Catch a bouquet.
• Learn to change a tire.
• Make a movie...
• Be happy with my body.
• Skinny dip in the ocean.

This is all I got for now...

Love.

I don’t think there is even a word to describe what it feels like to be in love... But anyone who has…definitely knows what I’m talking about. I've had it... lost it. And had it again. But how do you know if its really love, when you've had nothing better. Is it really going to be worth waiting for. You know, the searching. Going through the nice guys, and jerks... long relationships and one night stands. Always wanting something more then you have. I know i'm not alone here. Too many of us stay closed up because we are too afraid to care too much... for fear that the other person does not care as much, or at all. We tell lies when we are afraid... afraid of what we don't know, afraid of what others will think, afraid of what will be found out about us. But everytime we tell a lie...the thing we fear grows stronger. Life is all about risks and it requires you to jump. Don't be a person who has to look back and wonder what they would have, or could have had. No one waits forever.