i'm holding back
because in my mind the way things are
no, not a fairytale, though could be from afar
unsure of the reality
not getting close enough to really see
my hearts been there and back
like to the moon like neil
who wants to believe in something that isn't real?
with these crystal eyes that could kill
i stare into yours knowing there's something i can feel
been hurt many times before
don't need that shit anymore
so, if my intuitions right
don't call me tonight
i'm out of sight
a veiw on life this young that's just plain wrong
i'm tellin' you now it's the beat to my song
i trust so little in my mind
but when you look into my heart that's where you'll find
a hopeful soul of a dreamer
sure that one day
love will save her
there are days my mouth speaks bitter truth
the most powerful weapon i know how to use
sugar coating is not my type
no tears running down my face to wipe
truly showing this cold heart
i look back and try to find what made this start
wasted years on a boy who knew
everyday what he was putting me through
maybe back then if he would have treated me like i deserved
my feelings now for love wouldn't be so reserved
i'm thankful now to have found strength on my own
the truth is sure to condone
a veiw on life this young that's just plain wrong
i'm tellin' you now it's the beat to my song
i trust so little in my mind
but when you look into my heart that's where you'll find
a hopeful soul of a dreamer
sure that one day
love will save her
